Hey Blog, it's been a long time.. I'm doing good. Well at least, I felt better than yesterday.
Yesterday has been a not-so-fine day. It was tangled with confusion and maybe hurt. Ok, I'll get straight to the point..
Gusto ko nang i-let go yung feelings ko for that special someone I have right now. It's mainly because alam kong he's not the right one dahil the difference we have is beyond repair. My relationship with the Lord is something na I would keep for the rest of my life, so gusto ko yung taong makakasama ko rin for the rest of my life has that same relationship with Him. Nasasaktan ako kasi I know that I love him for real pero ayoko namang magsuffer in the end. So better to end it right now habang hindi pa ganun ka-deep yung feelings ko para sa kanya.
How? hindi ko rin alam. My friend actually told me na kausapin ko siya about dun. But I told her na.. 'Kaya kong umiwas, pero yung kausapin siya about dun, i can't.'
I know he'll not mind it, well I mean.. guys are not that sentimental right? Eventually, he'll forget about me. And oh! I'm brave enough to erase all his messages along with the pictures I keep..
That's all for now.
-GElic